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Jul. 31st, 2011 08:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
miserablepeons[Filter: Private]
I'm glad Dairanne has been too busy with her mother and everything going on for us to see each other much. Trying to be a good boyfriend all the time is hard and I never know what I'm supposed to do or say. I don't even know what to talk to her about anymore. I don't think I ever did. How does everyone make this look so easy? I don't like having to think about what to wear or how to act or going to really nice restaurants just because they're nice and she wants to be seen there. Why does it always have to be about impressing people? I wish things could be like they used to be when I didn't have to think about things like this all the time.
I'm glad Dairanne has been too busy with her mother and everything going on for us to see each other much. Trying to be a good boyfriend all the time is hard and I never know what I'm supposed to do or say. I don't even know what to talk to her about anymore. I don't think I ever did. How does everyone make this look so easy? I don't like having to think about what to wear or how to act or going to really nice restaurants just because they're nice and she wants to be seen there. Why does it always have to be about impressing people? I wish things could be like they used to be when I didn't have to think about things like this all the time.
