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Jul. 18th, 2011 01:24 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
[Atsirian]
I know I said I wanted Mother to spend more time with us, but I didn't want her to lose her job. I know it isn't my fault but I still wished for it and I still feel guilty. I can tell Mother is really upset too. She said it was the hardest vote she ever had to cast and she wishes she could take it all back and do it again, but it's too late. Then after all of that there still isn't going to be a wedding and we're still not going to have a King and it's not fair. Lord Matthew was nice. I liked him. He would have been a good King.
I know I said I wanted Mother to spend more time with us, but I didn't want her to lose her job. I know it isn't my fault but I still wished for it and I still feel guilty. I can tell Mother is really upset too. She said it was the hardest vote she ever had to cast and she wishes she could take it all back and do it again, but it's too late. Then after all of that there still isn't going to be a wedding and we're still not going to have a King and it's not fair. Lord Matthew was nice. I liked him. He would have been a good King.