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Mar. 31st, 2011 10:16 pm[Filter: Private, in sloppy Old High Atsirian]
This is so much harder than I thought it would be. She was so much different when I first met her and when we were just being tutored together. Now all she cares about is what her mother thinks, and what other people would think, and our appearances. I don't think she cares about me at all anymore. I'm just supposed to look good next to her so she looks good. Why can't we just go walking? Why can't people of status take a walk together through the streets? Why can't we just pick somewhere we want to eat at? It's stupid. It's all stupid.
This is so much harder than I thought it would be. She was so much different when I first met her and when we were just being tutored together. Now all she cares about is what her mother thinks, and what other people would think, and our appearances. I don't think she cares about me at all anymore. I'm just supposed to look good next to her so she looks good. Why can't we just go walking? Why can't people of status take a walk together through the streets? Why can't we just pick somewhere we want to eat at? It's stupid. It's all stupid.
